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Her halinle,her duygunla burda kal,kaybolma olurmu?
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Ya ben yanlış bakıyorum,yada bu kimseler yanlış,
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Gregor sen de mı:(
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Erkekleri de ağlatıyorsunya bende hüzünleniyorum. Duygusallıksa; Başlı başına meziyet:)Herkes ağlamayı beceremez(;
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